4 years ago , there’s was something real . a boy and girl got together . From friends , to friends with benefits , to being something well what they thought was real , it felt real . two months later because one was in australia and another was in england , it couldn’t work out , it was too far. Too much tears , too much hurting and too little sacrifice .
four years after that , they meet again . she just thought , maybe one day , something could happen . He moved on of coarse . why would somebody wait for four years to rebuild something that was left behind four years ago ? well the girl obviously was on adrenaline or something to have even thought about getting back together with the guy . She wasn’t on drugs , she wasn’t in need of the pleasure , she was on something that even if it hurt , it kept her going . That was the will to find love .
After all , that was what every one is after , to feel the love , to feel how it is like . And when you’re on that boat , even if it knocks you down you get back up and you try again , desperate for that one thing even if it’s impossible .
He found someone else , he had someone twice the person she was .
so she thought , okay, well . get over it move on . it hurt alot to let go but she had to , she had to let him go . cause she knows she can’t get that feeling from him anymore .
but it doesn’t mean she’ll stop trying , she’ll keep going . Just finding it from another person , eventually someone who actually cares for her for the right reasons and with the right intentions .
Love ,
wanting that feeling is what keeps us going.
by celstaino