Est.~o4.25.1o~
Long distance is so hard, but look baby its been 11 months, we’re still going, can you believe it? almost a year.quite honestly, the time i spent with you in the last 11 months are happiest moments of my life.even though i know very well, it was just time in front of a glass screen; and you weren’t really beside me, but it felt that way.still you’ve made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.you’ve made me happy to the point where as long as i know i have you, i can sleep well during the night&& have the strength to make it through the days without you.you have my trust, and if you wanted to you could break it, but i love how you would rather love me then get back at me.you taught me how to be in love, & i thank you for being in my life.i know we may fight, argue, disagree but that doesn’t mean i don’t love you.i know i have a lot of anger and jealousy inside me.and i’m sorry for all of it. i guess the only way i could try to deal with things was to blame you, panic and think negative.i know you said you never wanted me to change, but there are rules that i have to bend to assure we’re still together. i want us to be together yeno? remember when i told you, “forever & always”♥? yeah i meant it and i want us to last, and sorry for this hella long post, i wanted it short and sweet but eh o’wells.i just thought you deserved one of these long rants once in a while. yeno, cause you’re amazing && i love you so much baybe♥
by linaluvsyu