That’s James, the boy kissing my cheek. We’ve been friends for about 3 years now. Always on and off talking to each other, to check up and see how one another is doing. We went to school together back when I was a Sophomore and he was a Senior. I had a crush on him, without a doubt. Anyways, we started REALLY talking on Christmas. I ended up adding him on xbox live and we got into a party chat, that night we talked until the sun came up for a total of 13 hours. I’ve never spent so much time talking to anyone, in my life. We talked about everything that night, the conversation just didn’t end. Then the next night? It happened again. So on so forth. After 2 weeks of talking we decided to hang out, and we ended up dating that night. I liked him when I went to school with him, and a few other times in life, but when we would talk it was just to catch up, and we would just grow apart and do our own thing. I feel like the timing was ALWAYS wrong.
It’s just crazy to me, how someone who I NEVER thought I would end up with, is my entire world now. What if I never got xbox live? What if I ignored his party chat invites? WHAT IF haunts me, because I honestly can’t see myself dating anyone else.
Except… I’m leaving for the military in September. He knows, and he tells me to follow my dreams and to NOT be scared when I’m away from him. He says everything will be okay, and he has a plan.
jfkndskfjdaklsfdsa, I really hope whatever he’s planning, works out okay. My biggest fear was to get attached to someone before I left to start a new chapter in my life, and my worst fear is happening right now.