Every night at 12 A.M, a new day starts. Each new day starts with him. Every tomorrow starts with him.
We don’t have a normal relationship where we’re supposed to do the normal couple stuff. i understand that i might not get to hold his hands, cuddle while watching a movie, feels his lips on my forehead.. that doesn’t stop me from loving him. He makes everything feels real to me. I’m no one special and to have him loving me makes me feel on top of the world.
We don’t have the easiest relationship, it’s hard. it gets hard each day because of so many things. time differences (although, i always try stay up late just to talk to him) makes it even harder. he’s half way across the world from where i am. screw distance,right? When my world wakes up today, you’re on the other side of the world.
he once said ; I know for a fact I will always care for you and right now all I can think about is being with you and having you.
I’m pretty much addicted to you,baby. It may not last but all we have is right now.
i love you, C. You’re amazing beyond words.