hello! this is me and Jasper (the one wearing red).
We met in the section 409 (4-Fernando) and when I met him my whole world changed.
In the first month of July, I told my friends about him and they said it’s only infatuation unless it exceeds 4 months, then maybe it’s love. I didn’t believe them and I FOLLOWED MY HEART.
What I don’t know about him is that he is a so called “Playboy” and kind of a “Dirty” person, but I ignored all the rumors that were spread until one day, I almost kissed him on the lips (obviously our lips didn’t touch) but no one saw it until he told our classmates that we kissed and I tried to explain to my classmates but they ignored me and listened to Jasper.
Then, during the retreat, he told the entire class that we didn’t kissed and I still remember his exact words: “Our lips didn’t touch, it’s just that I made an excuse so he would leave me alone but I saw him bothered about the rumor, So I apologize for lying..” the rumor did spread to the seniors but at last he did confess. For how many months, we didn’t have any conversations until one day, I buried my pride down to the ground and said sorry for ignoring him.
It’s almost a year, yet until now, I still love him.
I think (not that I’m saying) he likes me, but I guess he prefers to be friends and I agreed with it because I don’t want to ruin his reputation and since I love him, I would agree to any decisions he would make.
and I always say this to him:
“I promise to you, I love you and always will. When you need someone to cry on, just call me and I’ll be there, no matter whats the cost. I’ll be at your side and I’ll protect you to any dangers that you will encounter. I swear. I LOVE YOU.”
xoxo,