We’ve been through a lot. He’s messed up a lot & I messed up. I gave him chances. And so does he. We’ve over came a lot of obstacles together. Through the tears, cussing, yelling, & laughs. I don’t think i can just let him go so easily. Even if he DID mess up big time. All i do is sit there, think about it.. And then, give him another chance. I don’t know what it is about him. But when we’re together, nothing matters. And when we fight we try to put it to the side and work it out later, instead of wasting time when we’re together. I see him only on Saturday’s so that makes it even harder. Thank you for the times we’ve had together, whether they were good or bad. When we were happy, laughing, smiling, joking, hugging, kissing, holding hands. Thank you for being with me, just spending your time communicating with me. Also, thank you for the tears, stress and anger. For our arguments, our fights, our disagreements and disrespect towards each other. Thank you for making me upset and angry. Thank you for literally everything. Because each good and bad point we’ve reached has brought me to today. Whether I learned, realized or taught. We’re both where we are today and without all we’ve been through, I wouldn’t be able to stand up for myself and realize it and also I wouldn’t know what’s best for me. He means so much to me. I love this boy no matter what <3 1 year 9 months :)) for infinity and beyond!
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