Oh how I hope you don’t mind that I pretend to sleep next to you. It started out as just wanting to be close and wanting to lay my head on your chest…but I was too shy to say so. When I did pretend to sleep, I was usually tired, just not tired enough to fall asleep. Closing my eyes felt nice and laying in your arms felt amazing. Why wouldn’t I want that to last? I would usually fall asleep for real after pretending for awhile. I’d sometimes wake myself up from twitching, which was always quite embarrassing even though you think it’s cute. The other part of the time I would randomly wake up and find you asleep next to me or simply brushing my hair out of my face. If you were asleep I would listen to your heart beating. Sometimes you would snore and I would have to try really hard to keep from laughing and blowing my cover. You were just so cute… When I would wake up to find you stroking my hair I would lay just lay there and see what sweet thing you would do next. You even would take my glasses off and put them aside to make me comfortable. Every time I would “wake up” you’d say to me, “Well hello there sleepy head!” or “Morning, beautiful” tell me, is it so bad for wanting to experience that so often? I might never tell you that I pretend so often, but if I do, I hope you don’t mind.
by anonymous