[I originally wanted to submit this closer or on our 2 year anniversary, but I just couldn’t wait!!]
I was just a normal girl and you were just a normal guy.
When we first met:I never believed in love because of my parents, and I never believed that I would find the right person or even get married.You were feeling regret to how you treated your ex.Neither of us caught each other’s eyes. You were just another classmate in that music class and I was just another girl in that religion class during that first year of high school.
Gr. 10:You carried on with your life, having some crushes on other girls.I started having a crush on you. I thought about you all the time in everything I did. I would melt everytime you looked at me; you were so cute, and you still are. My friends kept telling me to confess, but at the time we were barely even friends. I was so afraid that if I confessed, you wouldn’t like me back, and now I know you wouldn’t have. I just thought of this as another long crush that I had and nothing good would ever come out of it; that after some time.. maybe several years, I would finally get over you and move on with my life.
Gr. 11 - a new beginning:We started becoming friends. We got close very VERY quickly. We would talk on msn everyday.You gushed about your crush on my friend and I tried to act as a matchmaker for you because I thought that if you were with another girl, I would finally be able to get over you.When you found out she got a new boyfriend, you were so heartbroken; it broke me too; I felt so sorry for you and for pushing you towards her and it hurt even more because I liked you.
033109 <3 - possibly the best day of my lifeYou finally got over her and during our daily msn conversation, we finally realized we both liked each other. That night I was soooo happy that I couldn’t stop smiling, and you were so happy that you couldn’t even sit down to talk to me.At the time, I was very scared, that I was just a replacement for her. I kept thinking of how great and nice and perfect she was.Our first month together was very hard. We shed lots of tears and talked about parts of ourselves that we’ve never told anyone before.
But now, we’ve gone through it all.
After almost two years of laughter, smiles,tears, almost break-ups, late night calls, numerous texts, holding hands in the school halls, going out by ourselves behind my parents’ backs, two summers apart, you sneaking over to my place when no one was home, celebrating birthdays&holidays together, lots of singing, waking up to each others’ warmth and voices, going out with friends, talking on msn everyday, and after two years of love, we’re still together. And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
When I first had a crush on you, I never thought it would have a happy ending. i never expected to fall for someone so hard and deep.You are my first boyfriend and my first for everything. I know a lot of people believe that one should date and fall in love several times before finding that one person that they will marry and love forever, but I really hope that you will be my “one”.Throughout these two years, many of our friends and classmates have gotten together and broken up, but we’re still together and stronger than ever.With you, I’ve done so many things that I never thought I would do. You’ve changed me to the person I’ve become today.
We’re halfway finished our first year apart. Although our universities are only 1.5 hours apart, it has still been a hard journey.As hard it is, I want to make this work and prove to the world that:1) long distance relationships can last2) your first boyfriend can also be your last, and the only person you will ever love.Just 4 more years and we then we can be together forever.
You are my love, you are my life, you are my teddy bear, and you are my prince.I want to love you forever.
I miss you and I love you fattie <3I will always be your one and only kittie.
by anonymous