YES, i AM AWARE THAT i JUST POSTED THiS PiCTURE… BUT…
I just needa say a lil sumfin sumfin.
I realized that in this relationship, it’s not about the matching clothes, the cute pictures that makes everyone go “awww”, or the bond we expose to people when we’re in public, it’s about the love we share personally together and how we learn more about it as the days go by.
Matching outfits, cute pictures, PDA is no where near the relationship we have together. We’re happy together behind closed bars because we love the company we give each other. Regardless of who’s around or not, this is who we are.
In the beginning of the relationship, I had a couple “false alarm feelings” for my ex. NOTE: I did say FALSE ALARM MEANiNG iT WASN’T TRUE!!! Yes, I had those. I mean, I’ve realized this a lot of times that I am blessed who I’m with now. And I’m so much happier. But last night was the icing on the cake. Laying there looking at each other dead in the eyes gave me a warm feeling. The world fizzled out and it was just me and him. No one else. Oh my gosh, I’m so corny, but it’s so true. Now, trust me when I say this, this guy is the first guy I’ve cuddled with on a couch and getting the feeling of being loved. I’ve cuddled before, but not like this.
For the first time, out of all the relationships I’ve been in, I felt safe in his arms. I’m not tryna make anyone go “awww”. I’m tryna share with you guys this thang we got going on just to prove to all the girls out there that ALL GUYS ARE NOT THE SAME. Sure, no guy in my past would make me think that, but this guy…Just a total different story…
After my break up with the guy I was in a relationship with for 1 year, I had no intentions at all to fall in love again. But this guy changed everything. Not only everything, but he changed me. For the better, of course. I don’t care if you’ve been single for 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 months, 3 years, or even longer or shorter, you will find that special someone. Nobody said it’s going to be easy to find someone, in my case it was, but we’re different people so it’s a totally different story. You got this yo. Just take one step at a time.
I’m so blessed… And don’t think you can’t be either.
by gabae