it really isnt enough, really. the girl i love is an understatement. but if you insist go ahead. this is the voice of the girl i admire, i idolize, i crave, i need, i cant find myself living without, the girl i cant JUST call a girlfriend. the girl that i find myself writing the name of, in the randomest places just because its built in my mind to. The girl i want to shove… and sweep off her feet for the intention so i can carry her off to my world. the girl i find different from everybody, so i must learn to treat her like differently like the blessing that she is-kind of girl.
I honestly dont know what to say, cept hearing you is something that gets through my day. Im just sitting here thinking, why is this happening. How are you still here? Out of everyone i had ever been with, i never felt more complete. They say its easy to find love, but its hard to find someone to catch you. you caught me, you caught me again. Every single time i fall, you’d catch me, even if i wasnt falling in your direction. I havent met anyone with a personality like yours. I cant believe how much you love me. I can’t believe how much i am in love with you. Diane, why are you so stupid? youre years out of my league, but you insist to keep this love. Im slow. Im dense. Im not the guy you dream of, but you decide to keep me as i am. You’d rather buy a gamecube over getting a PS3. I mean i’ve lingered around with love before, but i haven’t felt anything as REAL as this. We aren’t just the mushy love shit, we could be ourselves around each other, we could be everything we arent to anyone else. You redefined love for me, you made me rethink all the choices i’ve made before, and some that i’ve made now.
Never in a day of my life, have I met anyone as caring as you. Even when times are rough for you, when nothing goes your direction, you still have the initiative to brighten anyone elses day. All the times, I fuck you over, you insist to try to make me better. Even when youre completely mad at me, and im crying over something, you wouldn’t walk away, you’d make me feel better even if i cause you pain. No matter what, you’d prefer ANYONES happiness over your own. I love you. i dont know what im thinking to love anybody else.
many times, we both had thought fuck this shit. on a serious note. even myself. but its not because im giving up on you. i feel like im not enough for you, that you deserve better than me. But theres that other part of my heart that says , theres the girl, thats the one. why are you letting her go? I can understand and know why you think that way. Its just hard for me to just let you pass out of my life, knowing youre the most amazing girl i’ve met in my life. I’ve written essays longer than this, but i havent had a document ever mean to me as much as this. Im obsessed with you, im caught up, im insane for the way i think sometimes, but you wont understand the most of it. just know that i love you, Diane Duyag
I just want you to know that
Even if we fight a million times over little things
We can still make it better.