I want… A kiss. That’s all. And I want someone to silently be there with a camera and snap a candid picture of us kissing. Cause I feel like it’d be perfect. Your hands at my waist, mine at your neck. Maybe then people would realize that, even though it doesn’t seem like it, we really do love each other. I’m not talking about forever here. I just want to be seen as a legitimate couple, not a fair-weather couple. There are hard things about relationships and they can break people apart. I love you, and there is very little that you can do to change that. You’re more than perfect for me. I wish you could see it. I always say I don’t deserve you because I feel like it’s true, I don’t think I deserve you. I always feel like you’re one wrong word away from leaving forever, and I don’t want that. I would fall apart again, and it would suck to realize that you were off withher again. I don’t want to be your backup plan. I really don’t. I deserve better than that. I know that you think that I could do better, but in my opinion; I can’t. I love everything about you and I don’t want you to forget that. I feel like I’m writing this and it will go into the abyss of the internet and you’ll never see it, but that’s okay, because sometimes things need to be said. I know you always say that she’s not important, but she is, because she led me to you. I know you don’t want drama to start, but I don’t see why it has to become dramatic. Be her friend, I don’t mind, I promise. Just as long as she doesn’t steal you away from me. I want you to be happy, and I want you to be around people who make you happy. I know this is hard for you to understand, but this is the only way I can get all of this out.
I love it when you touch my waist by accident. Or when we’re fighting and suddenly you kiss me. It’s crazy the things you do to me. I can kiss you, and everything bad about my day goes away. I can hug you, and suddenly feel safe. I don’t want you to leave me. Even though you claim you won’t, I’m still scared you will. Please don’t leave my side. I need you. <3
by sweatpants