He looks at me with this intense stare and i know what is about to happen, he leans forward and i dont stop him, i do nothing but lean into it. Our lips meet, i feel his hand caress the small of my back, i let his lips move against mine, as he opens my mouth with his tongue i count to three.
I push him away, slap him, i yell at him “did you really think im that type of girl, you’re alex’s ex”. I walk back, away into safe circle of my friends who give me approving looks, i hold alex as she cries. I think to myself i had three seconds, thats it, thats all you get.
I whisper “sorry” into alex’s ear, but, really, I’m apoligising to my heart.