It’s been 11 months. For 11 months I have been a wanderer of this Earth without her by my side. Every day is a different day. Sometimes I wake up fine. I’m ready to start my day. A majority of the time, I can’t even get out of bed because my dreams are so much better than reality. Our story is complicated.
We met when I was a seventh grader, her a sixth grader. I slowly fell for her, and when I finally told her freshman year. She rejected me at first. Then she finally said yes. Happiest day of my life, I ran down the hallways screaming our the time. 12:37 Pm March 12, 2009. We had our ups and downs. But man did she make me happy. It’s hard being in a relationship that is not socially accepted yet. Two girls being in love was not right in both of our parents eyes.
I couldn’t hold hands with her in the hallway in fear of someone telling on us. I couldn’t kiss her publicly. I couldn’t do anything. Oh our friends knew. But just the people who hung around us. We broke up November 15 2009 in the middle of my sophomore year. I know it may seem like such a short time. But that just the official date. Unofficially, I was hers for two years.
Now, I’m a junior. And I see her everywhere I go. At lunch. In between classes. We’re not talking at all. During the summer we got in a huge fight because of some things I said. She seems happy. And I hope she is, because her happiness is all I ever wanted. But every night, I dream of the day she will take me back into her arms. To this very day, I still love her. You’re never too young to know what love is. I found it. I found my soulmate at the young age of twelve. Always & Forever darling. I’ll be here.
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