Dear JerryBear <3 Well, you’ve already told me all those little (and big) things that you love about me. And every time you tell me I wanna be able to tell you all that I feel. Yet, I can’t. Not because those emotions aren’t there (of COURSE not!) but because I can never find my words. The ones I need to help me explain the love and passion that I have for you. I apologize in advance for when this gets cheesy or sappy. I can’t help it. I’ve already told you how not so wonderful my life was before, but I feel like I should just remind you about that. Just so it’s fresh in your mind while I write about how much I appreciate and adore you. I had no idea what it was like to have someone that I could love and trust so completely before I had you. And it’s the most amazing thing in the world, i can’t possibly imagine my life without you now. I hope I never have to. Every little compliment you give me is the most wonderful thing I’ve ever heard, even if it’s a little one or you’ve said it before. Just know that I appreciate EVERYTHING you do and say. Before, guys never held my attention for all that long. i would like a guy, and then a week later I would like someone else. It was never a big deal to me because they never paid me any attention anyways. Then you came along, and you’re perfect. There is nothing about you that I don’t like, and every time I think about it it’s unbelievable. The fact that I managed to find the one person that I could never grow bored of, who is smart, funny, incredibly gorgeous, kind hearted, considerate, and just perfect! Plus, not only did I find you and fall in love with you, but I HAVE you as well. I get to call you my boyfriend an say that you are mine. And it’s such an amazing feeling. I never want anyone but you. I don’t know how many times I’ve said it, but I don’t think it could ever get old. I love you. So fucking much. I’m in love with you more then I ever thought I could be. But fuck. I fell, and I fell hard. I’m glad I did too, because I found US, the most wonderful thing that exists (or has ever existed) in my life. So I’m going to continue to say I love you, and every time I say it I mean it, and so much more. Changing topics, I would like to remind you how you deserve the best. What you don’t deserve is how little the girls before me appreciated you and what they were lucky enough to have. It amazes me that someone could ever try to hurt you, because I couldn’t live with myself if I did. I wish I was able to keep others from causing you stress, but I don’t know how. However I do know that I am always going to be here for you, to hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay. Whenever you need me, I wanna be by your side, ready to be a help or maybe just your shoulder to cry on. Anything you need, I will be. Everything about you, I love. Honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way or change anything. You appreciate me and you never make me feel stupid or alone. You laugh at my failed attempt at jokes instead of criticizing me. You treat me like I’m someone special who actually deserves your attention, and even though I’ll always think you’re too good for me I never want to be without you. I know I’m probably getting a little repetitive, but I’m just writing this as it comes to me. So you’ll have to just deal with me telling you that you are the biggest (best) and most adorable and loving dork I have ever met. I love that I can be a total dork around you and you find it cute, and how you don’t find my nerdy-ness annoying or unattractive. You accept me for who I am. And I love those little things about you, like the way you scrunch your eyes and sing like a dork when a song you like starts to play, I can’t help but watch you and smile. You have no idea how cute it is. Sometimes I like to think about what it would be like to be with you forever. To live with you and marry you. And it isn’t a bad thought, in fact, it’s a wonderful one. Wishful thinking maybe, but it never hurts to hope and dream every now and again. I want you to be the only person I ever fall in love with, the only person I ever give my heart to. Just you, because you’re the best thing I’ve ever had. Why would I want anything else? Every second that I’m not with you, I spend thinking about you and missing you. I can’t help it though, you’re the only one I want to spend my time with. Even if all we do is lie there in each others arms. It’s my favorite place to be~ All alone with you and no one to get in our way, how could I not enjoy it? The way I think of it is that no one else matters as long as we’re both happy. Fuck everyone else, fuck what they think or say. We don’t need them and they don’t matter. It’s actually a very comforting thought. No matter what, I always want you to remember that I love you more then anyone and that I’m here for you whenever you need me. You are the most important person in my life and I hope that I am at least half as important to you. But I have no doubt of you love for me. I love you with all of my heart. Your Grace <3